Stories

May 30 2007 She arrives

She’s a pretty doll. But she’s not me. She’s not anything but a toy. I’m not sure I will be able to transfer my thoughts to her or use her as myself while telling her how she should feel about anything that’s ever happened. She’s a toy, not real. I’m a grown woman, too real. […]

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March 2007 – found her

At last, I found her today. She is me.I found a website called MyTwinn.com. They use a picture of a child to create the doll. I sent a photo of myself at the age of seven. It was a time when I was most happy and content. I have a smile in the photo like […]

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March 2007 Get a doll

Sally asked me to purchase a doll that represents me. One that is beautiful. One that shows all of the good that I am. I will talk to her as I would myself and tell her the things I wish I could have known when I was a child. She will help me heal skewed […]

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PHAT BLOGGING

Beginning in February 2007, I started seeing Sally Ray, a life coach and professional eating disorder counselor. Entries included here were written throughout the year as I traveled through the emotional hoo-ha of deciding how I could successfully lose 100 plus pounds from my defiant gut.   Who knows how one gets to be this […]