My surgery date is set for October 8. Now the anxiety and excitement has kicked into high gear.
I find myself feeling depressed today. I started cleaning the garage early this morning and tried everything to get the stink out. Being a pet owner sure is hard.
I am also feeling a bit overwhelmed by the workweek. Power outages increased my workload tremendously. Then Dennis added an hour onto my life for obits. I missed two meeting starts because I was thinking they were later than they were.
It all worked out, but I feel schmucky.
Dorkish – and hungry – very hungry.
All my insecurities are welling up now.
I can’t do money right,
I suck at my job,
I love Fred too much and he really doesn’t want me.
My daughter is awesome, but I feel so dumb, needy and ask too much of her.
I want to cry and have a couple of times today.
Maybe it’s the soy milk coupled with chocolate chip cookies……….or fear.
you poor thing, I didnt know you were so hurt inside. What happened to FRed? is ther anything i can do for you let me know jeanne
Things with Fred are fine. I think I was feeling overwhelmed by life and scared about the surgery that day. Those words were my insecurities, not actualities.
COOL I AM LEARNING TO GET THIS SET UP ITS UNDER RABBITGIRL I EVEN GOT A PICTURE IN IT LOL